If Someday...

It's just like waiting for the seed of durian tree to grow becoming a big tree that bears fruit.

Waiting for so long to become a big tree. 

Same with me,who has been waiting for a long time for that truth. 

And during that time,i saw how your feeling to her grows into a beautiful flower.

I lost even though i haven't lift my arms yet. 

You're always in my life,but not for me

Your beautiful eyes only for her, and maybe that won't change

But,why i can't get out from your shadows?

If someday you realize what i feel...

Please,don't blame yourself

Maybe this is my fate

My feelings to you will never be as perfect as a durian seed that grows into a really big tree

I just letting my sadness die along with the withering flower

Because this is my last sacrifice:

"LETTING YOU HAPPY WITHOUT ME"